Dear Laura,
I am going to write to you every day, you may or may not see this, but it will help keep track of things that have happened and that are important to me.
I don't expect any sort of message from you, this is just a little notebook from me to you.
Today is the day we stopped talking. It sucks for me, but I hope you are better for it. I do hope one day we will see eachother again. I hope when we do talk again, we have so much to tell eachother and we can spend a week just talking about it. I will remain focused on myself and bettering myself and I hope I can be the ideal companion for the future by then
Today I've gardened, walked hunter, worked my ass off and cried because everything reminds me of you. It's bittersweet because at least I know you impacted my life so much that even the mention of australia, new zealand, even the bird song in the garden, evokes such strong emotions. I aim to be stronger, both emotionally and physically. I want to be working out, reading and learning every day. I will be more intune with my emotions as well
Love, Daniel